envision

i do miss the nights where i could see the tiny stalk emerge from the soil & dirt. where the air was filled with innocence and hope. no judgement were made as the young stalk fought it's way out into the world. where the strong ground was it's foundation, where the surrounding was it's natural fertilizer & there were no impurity that could harm the young budding plant. i do miss the nights where the stalk catches you by surprise, blooming into something you never thought possible. where it does not shy away from any light or darkness, where it keeps on growing despite the unfavorable conditions. the bees & butterflies sings the song of life and death but the roots of the now beautifully grown flower grows stronger and deeper everyday. it reaches down right to the heart of the earth and builds an entire city around it. i do miss the nights where you feel the roots intertwine with another, building a stronger city, a bigger garden, a healthier relationship. where hope and faith grows, where even through the toughest storm, nothing important is loss, there's still a common root you could hold on to..

..i do miss the times where i felt i belonged somewhere