so, i recently met a guy who told me he wanted to work in peace, in that particular line of profession. to me, looks like this guy wants to live in peace, play in peace, and sleep in peace too. yeah sure, everybody wants that. but what baffles me is when a person can tell you how much he wants something, & his actions, however, contradicts his values/morals. i mean you don't tell someone that you wanna work in peace & then form another group with the rest(same race or whatnot) to compete against them. what in duhh world..? i probably don't have the rights to question him but my mind blanked out the moment he told me his contradicting actions that followed soon after he told me what he wanted.. i don't understand & i guess i never will. that's just us probably being Humans. Complicated & full of shit.

then again, since i'm human too, i guess i'm subconsciously "fake" like this at times.. . ..okayy, that's just fuck depressing to know..