that is it. i am so very sick and tired of your fucked up attitude & crazy ass behavior. you are driving me insane by the minute. i don't know how long more i can tolerate this shit before i move out. you are always right and we are always wrong. don't think by hurling profanities & getting violent with me will stop me from doing anything and follow you around like a dog, just like...  the woman you married

i'm rude? i'm ungrateful? please, spare me your nonsensical bullshit. the moment you started verbally abusing the lot of us, contradicting yourself, getting violent just because you cannot control your rage, i somehow died a little inside and gave up on you.

living with you is like living on a little boat in the middle of the ocean(you). there isn't any room for us to grow and view situations in other family member's perspective. we don't know when you will blow and when you do, it's like a 8 metre wave crashing down on us- destroying everything around. you suffocate us with your stupid waves of beliefs; forcing us to agree with whatever you say. and what's worse? there's no escape route. screaming "i wanna move out" and all may be out of rage or whatsoever, hating that living-hell moment with every vibe in me. still, i cannot deny the fact that there is a whole lot of truth in it. because why? i've tolerated this shit for 15 years and as long as i'm still living under your care and "protection", it is impossible to pursue my other dreams too.

to you, everyone else's mindset is fucked up and idiotic. the most perfect and intelligent one around is yours. you talk as if you know every single fucking thing going on in this fucking world. in fact, you can't even understand some of your own kids mindset. you're just so full of yourself. i can't find a topic to talk to you about anymore.