how can people start of something, & then drift off to nothing? how can people make promises, then break them as if it didn't exist? how can people be so approachable one moment, then so anal the next? "You're a total dickhead" are the words that i would love to scream at you this instant. i mean, yes! i am unable to let this go. i mean what the fuck happened? you just randomly decided to stop contacting one day? OR was it you decided to have a lil' chat with some smart aleck who clearly had no idea what was going on or how i was feeling inside. did you just assume she'd knew what was going on & decided to trust whatever was said? don't give me the crap that "Oh, that's your closest friend so i'd guess you'll tell everything." BULL. 'cus i didn't. ever since that day happened, every single fucking thing we had in this faltered.

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