chillin' out with the clique for the past week somehow made my nights less depressing. well, at least it help for that wee bit & i'm contented with it. & just spending a day with those two made me realize how much i'm missing out in life. they all say i shouldn't be wasting time on something that already took off, think about it. put some brain muscle into action.. but, i really can't seem to get the WHY?? out of my head.. ahh what the fuck.