"I just want to know who my true friends are. They said that they had my back, but when I turn around I see nothing but my own shadow. I’m tired of people walking in for a few laughs and walking out when I need them the most. Then they randomly walk back into my life expecting things to be exactly the same, texting me like I’m still their best friend. Bitch, please. Where the hell did you go? I started to realize how much better off we are without each other. You didn’t put any effort to go back to how things used to be. You expected me to do all the work, but it wasn't even my fault. I’ve been waiting for you to come back, but I got tired of waiting.. so I moved on. And just like that, we became strangers.

But at this moment, I’m craving the complete opposite. I want those type of friends that can leave and when they come back, it will be like they never left in the first place since our friendship is that strong. That when we fight, it won’t last for more than a couple of hours because we can drop the bullshit. We can laugh it all off, even if it’s about a boy. That no tears will fall, because we know what each other experienced. I want them to need me, I need them to want me. Is that too much to ask for?