you SCHITZO!

• i know i'm not all that wowlicious. 
• i know i'm not a big fuck. 
• i know i'm poor. 
• i know i'm oh-so-unbeautiful.
•  i know i'm so very immature & childish. 

yadah yadah.. but dude, you gotta take a look in the mirror too. this will be the only&final post for you. 'cus after this, i don't want to fucking know you anymore. you're just.. pfft~ S.A.D. i don't know what your fucking problem is but seriously, GET.A.FUCKING.GODDAMN.LIFE. somehow, you never fail to amuse me. you not only leave me dumbfounded, but trap me in a cage of bewilderment. truthfully speaking, why the fuck are you still poking your big nose into my life? i thought you had moved on, no? aren't you suppose to be having a jolly-good-time with whoever & whenever? gosh, you're psychotic!! like seriously. your screw is loose and tangled somewhere in your messy head. well, i thought i was the mad one but..
you.have.
dethroned.
me.

fact is, i never had a problem with you OR your new found life, & i never bothered to care about you. in short- i left you alone to deal with your own fucking problems and lead your own fucking life. it wasn't only until recently that i realized you were still "kp-ing around".. wdf? WDF? get a life! go buy condoms, go fuck around or something. tskk.

i was fine with you. had the mindset that we will always be f.i.n.e. but no. not anymore.
fuck you.