i used to think i must be the strangest person in the world but then i thought, there are 6 billion people in the world. there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways i do. i would imagine her, and imagine that she must be thinking of me too. well, i hope that if you are out there you read this and know that yes, it's true i'm here. and i'm just as strange as you.