i give myself very good advise but i very seldom follow it. that explains the trouble i'm always in.. i should have known there would be a price to pay someday. yeah, someday.
i'm not feeling what i should feel either. maybe this was a wrong choice i've made. a very wrong choice.

i wish it didn't hurt. i wish i didn't care.
i wish it didn't matter. i wish i was happy.
i wish i had money.
i wish i could sleep at night.
i wish you were here. i wish i was there.
i wish you meant it. i wish i meant it.
i wish i lived somewhere else
i wish i didn't exist.