thoughts.

i really cannot help but wonder, what did i do to deserve such ache? was i too lenient towards your deleterious actions? should i have been a bitch and demanded what i really wanted? no, i shouldn't, and i don't want to give you the blues but, you need to put yourself in my shoes and catch a glimpse of things from my perspective. but like i said before, i cannot keep one on a leash and force them to stay by my side. i don't want you to do or say things to please me 'cos you feel obliged to... prove me wrong, please do. i'msocrazyinlove. seeing you just makes my heart skip a beat. how i desire to spend eternity with you. you're charming, attractive. i'm afraid to lose you. every girl doesn't want to see her love walk away. 'cos in every relationship, sure you're bound to feel the hurt and pain that comes along. but nothing sucks as bad as walking away from it, from love. put it in an optimistic way, maybe i have REALLY good taste that's why everyone wants what i manage to caught hold of. wow. but i still need you to soothe me with every vibe in your body. it is really captivating to hear you comfort me with sweet nothings, filling the air.

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